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Happy birthday!  Hoy cumple dos años mi blog.  20. 02. 2014

Happy birthday!  Hoy cumple dos años mi blog.  20. 02. 2014

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The first time I saw her.. 
Everything in my head went quiet. 

All the ticks, all the constantly refreshing images just disappeared. 

When you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, you don’t really get quiet moments. 

Even in bed, I’m thinking: 

Did I lock the doors? Yes. 
Did I wash my hands? Yes. 
Did I lock the doors? Yes. 
Did I wash my hands? Yes. 

But when I saw her, the only thing I could think about was the hairpin curve of her lips.. 
Or the eyelash on her cheek- 
the eyelash on her cheek- 
the eyelash on her cheek. 

I knew I had to talk to her. 

I asked her out six times in thirty seconds. 

She said yes after the third one, but none of them felt right, so I had to keep going. 

On our first date, I spent more time organizing my meal by color than I did eating it, or talking to her.. 
But she loved it. 

She loved that I had to kiss her goodbye sixteen times or twenty-four times at different times of the day. 

She loved that it took me forever to walk home because there are lots of cracks on our sidewalk. 

When we moved in together, she said she felt safe, like no one would ever rob us because I definitely lock the door eighteen times. 

I’d always watch her mouth when she talked- 
when she talked- 
when she talked- 
when she talked; 
when she said she loved me, her mouth would curl up at the edges. 

At night, she’d lay in bed and watch me turn all the lights off.. And on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off, and on, and off. 
She’d close her eyes and imagine that the days and nights were passing in front of her. 

But then.. She said I was taking up too much of her time. 

That I couldn’t kiss her goodbye so much because I was making her late for work.. 

When she said she loved me, her mouth was a straight line.. 

When I stopped in front of a crack in the sidewalk, she just kept walking.. 

And last week she started sleeping at her mother’s place. 

She told me that she shouldn’t have let me get so attached to her; that this whole thing was a mistake, but.. 

How can it be a mistake that I don’t have to wash my hands after I touch her? 

Love is not a mistake, and it’s killing me that she can run away from this and I just can’t. 

I can’t go out and find someone new because I always think of her. 

Usually, when I obsess over things, I see germs sneaking into my skin. 
I see myself crushed my an endless succession of cars.. 
And she was the first beautiful thing I ever got stuck on. 

I want to wake up every morning thinking about the way she holds her steering wheel.. 
How she turns shower knobs like she opening a safe. 

How she blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out candles- 
blows out-…. 

Now, I just think about who else is kissing her. 

I can’t breathe because he only kisses her once-he doesn’t care if it’s perfect! 

I want her back so bad.. 

I leave the door unlocked. 

I leave the lights on.
 

Neil Hilborn

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  • Niki Lauda: It's that bad, huh?
  • James Hunt: [Shrugs] No.
  • Niki Lauda: In hospital, I asked them straight, no bullshit, how bad my appearance would be. They said in time, it would be fine. But it won't.
  • [Approaches Hunt]
  • Niki Lauda: I can tell, seeing your reaction. I will spend the rest of my life with a face that frightens people.
  • James Hunt: You know, Niki, I tried to write you a letter at the time, to apologize. The drivers' meeting in Germany, before the race, I swayed the room.
  • Niki Lauda: Yes, you did.
  • James Hunt: That race should never have gone ahead.
  • Niki Lauda: No, it shouldn't.
  • James Hunt: So in many ways, I feel responsible for what happened, and...
  • Niki Lauda: You were.
  • [pause]
  • Niki Lauda: But trust me... watching you win those races while I was fighting for my life, you were equally responsible for getting me back in the car.
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"Happiness is your biggest enemy. It weakens you. Puts doubt in your mind. Suddenly you have something to lose"

- Niki Lauda 
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"if he’s dumb enough to walk away then be smart enough to let him go.."

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"ɐzǝqɐɔ ǝp sǝuǝıt ǝW ♡"

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  • Professor Turner: See I always knew your mom was the best it was ever going to get for me. And I never asked the most important question which is, was I the best it was ever going to get for her?
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"I love you, and I probably always will. But, we go days without having a meaningful conversation. And, I used to miss you so much when that happened, but it never seemed like you missed me, and I guess because of that I stopped missing you"

- One Tree Hill                       
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how do I look at the man I love, and tell myself it’s time to walk away?

how do I look at the man I love, and tell myself it’s time to walk away?

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Tonight, believe that i’ll be the best you ever had. 

i don’t want to brag but I’ll be the best you ever had!

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"Cuando alguien desaparece de tu vida, puede que no vayas a volver a ver a esa persona nunca más, o si podrás decirle todas las cosas que te quedan, que te gustaría decirle. Coges papel y lápiz y escribes una carta. Que puede ser eterna o puede ser una palabra. Se la escribes a esa persona que se fue, pero no, no la mandas, la doblas y la acercas a una llama y la quemas. Se la lleva el viento y así el dolor no se te queda tan dentro."

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Bill: Pai Mei taught you the five-point-palm-exploding-heart technique?
The Bride: Of course he did.
Bill: Why didn’t you tell me?
The Bride: I don’t know … because I’m a bad person.
Bill: No. You’re not a bad person. You’re a terrific person.  You’re my favorite person. But every once in a while, you can be a real cunt.

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"Por este amor en contracorriente… Por este amor, que nadie entiende"

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